Today is a haaard day! I guess I should start at the beginning.

After a good week loss wise each day I've been quite looking forward to weighing in today. Final result... 18st 13.25lbs. Is no reason that I should have put on 1/4 of a pound since yesterday but I'll take it. Means I'm 0.25lbs off a full stone off again now. So that wasn't a bad start to the day really, didn't really see any changes except for half an inch off my hips.

But the rest of my day just seems to have gone downhill and I'm in a terrible mood! I don't even know why! I've had the first weekend off in 2 months and every plan I've made as fallen through so I've done nothing with my weekend really, feels like an absolute waste. I'm unlikely to get another one for quite a while, so I'm quite disappointed by that really. And just sick and tired of my job taking away all of my weekends, it's not how it was meant to be, it's not what was discussed at interview.

Popped into a couple of shops today and just keep seeing things that I want to eat. Greggs. Marshmallows. Poppets. Haribo. All the things that I can't have. Or I can but they're so high in calorie that I won't. I'm sick of calorie counting today and just want to eat all the things I shouldn't. At least I said no to chips earlier when my parents got some, could have been the start of a downhill spiral!

I really don't know what's wrong with me today but just not a happy bunny at all but my day started out fine! I think I might just hide myself away today, best all round I think.